Good morning, everyone! Forgive me for less updates. I am up in the mountains and internet access is scarce. Will hopefully start updating soon. For now, here's a picture of what I've been up to.
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Finished packing my pasalubongs. Two bags of just pasalubong! I don't have room for my clothes, man! I hope my clothes fit in my hand carry!! Hubad na lang ako. Haha.

Feeling a bit sick. Have my wisdom tooth coming out, it hurts like ass! :(

Alright guys, see you in a bit ;)

PS my Globe line is cut because of overdue charges HARHAR what's new! So, sorry, no texting for me. |

Juuuust wanna greet all the mothers and mother figures (i.e. ME haha) out there:


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SHIT. I'm having troubles checking in online. Could it be that they canceled my flight because I failed to confirm 72hrs prior? SHIT!!!!

PANIC ME FUCK.

It's 2am here, all the offices are closed. DAMN. Napaparanoid na talaga ako -- PANO KUNG HINDI AKO MAKAUWI?! Tanginaaa.. Di na ako makatulog huhu! I have work pa tomorrowat 9am and on Monday, too GAH the pressure grabeeer. HUHU I just hope my reservation wasn't cancelled :(
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The Wii is great, and VERY FUNNY . My aunts are having a lot of fun playing boxing godamnshit nakakatawa talaga sila panoorin hahaha intense na intense eh! :D And I rock Guitar Hero but suck in Cooking Mama! :(

That's it. Let's all hope my reservation is ok huhu! :( |

I was supposed to look for hairstyles that would fit my face shape but I ended up watching random stuff on Videojug. I forgot about that awesome website haha. I most enjoy their love and sex section, it's decent and funny! HAHA. Alright I'll post one:


HAHA Okay now you have tips, boys! :D Hahaha. But I didn't watch a lot of the love and sex videos because I have watched most of them before pa HAHA so instead, I watched a lot of cooking and dining etiquette videos @_@ How to Make Deviled Eggs, How to Eat a Mangosteen, How to Eat Soup Dumplings, How to Eat Oyster, How to Make Chicken Marsala, How to Make Cocktails, etc! :D Really a treasure trove, I love Videojug. They should pay me for advertising their site haha.

Okay so before I say goodbye and go to bed, here's one informational video woooohooo ♥sushisashimi:


Don't forget to check put Videojug! :p Karir na ang plug na ito hahaha.

Wish me luck, I have Spanish orals tomorrow :) |


So the packages have been pouring in: my orders from eBay haha. I'm still waiting for 9 more. But I got the Wii already!! So freakin' fast! I was just talking about it the other day right haha. Anyway, I can't wait to play when I get home in Bicol!!! :D :D :D I also bought Guitar Heros III: Legends of Rock haha yes kelangan buo haha and also Mario Kart. CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY! Fuck hahahaha. Me and my uncle might do a "test drive" before I go home sooo sana sya na mag-install I'm too lazzzy ass hehehe :D

I got a really good deal in eBay: Wii console with sensor bar, adapter, etc + 2 Wiimote + 2 controllers + 2 Wii steering wheels + 5 Wii Sports games + 9 Wii Play games + 1 Mario Kart game + 1 Cooking Mama game + 1 Guitar Hero III game with + 1 guitar + shipping = $576 only. If you get all that in I don't know Best Buy that would probably cost more than my flight home haha. If you convert it to peso, super mahal haha so to people who don't get pasalubongs SORRY I spent it on our Wii instead! You can play at our house na lang as consolation hehehe :D


Come on let's all go to Bicol and just play Wii the whole day!! :D I also bought Cranium and Taboo so we can play that too if you get fed up with the Wii :D Come on!! :D hahaha look at me inviting random people without asking permission from the old ones HAHA but yeahhh talaga GAME I'M SO EXCITED :D




PS Isn't the cat in the Wii box kinda cute and flufffy? :D hahaha


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Di ko alam kung lumabas na ehhh. I need to know! :D Di ko nafeel masyado yung Stainless Longganisa eh so baka yung 6th book okay :)

Maraming salamat.

EDIT Okay so I have confirmed that Bob Ong did release his 6th book July 2007. Wala man lang bang nagbasa nito? Haha wala talaga ako idea na may 6th book na @_@ /EDIT |


"Despite the severed relationship, Cruise, 45, is in talks with Paramount to star in a fourth "Mission: Impossible" film." --yahoo movies

OH PLEASE pwede ba Tom Cruise, laos ka na nakakalbo ka na. You were great before, you were always one of my favorite actors listed in the surveys I took and the autograph books I signed but now, sorry I was mistaken, it was a lapse in judgment. Do something else pwede ba. Go dictate Katie drag her like a cave man or feed Suri to your alien comrades. Tama na please ang pagiging Ethan Hawk mo, panot ka na ehhh..

Mas lalong umiinit ulo ko.

Full article HERE.

EDIT Pansin nyo, my blog's becoming Perezhilton Jr hahaha. Must stop reading celebrity chismis. /EDIT
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FUCK UPS. I've been quite happy with their services until now. I called them Thursday night to ask them about Cla's package. I had a very clear conversation with this customer service guy that I wouldn't be able to pick-up the package because one, the UPS store was in Seacaucus which is a far away place. Two, I don't drive. Three, nobody can drive me there -- they are only open M-F 8am to 5pm which is the same as my parents' office hours. So I told the guy that if it was possible, just have it REDELIVERED TO ME. And the guy said yeah sure OK. He said that he left a note to just give it to anyone who was at home. He said to expect it on Monday. So that was done. I even wished the fucking moron to have a fucking nice day.

Monday comes and no package was delivered. I thought I'll give them another day allowance. Then today I mean yesterday, Cla informs me that the package might be returned to the sender! So in panic, I called UPS and the fucking automated fucker machine doesn't understand the fucking tracking number I was saying so anyway I got hold of an agent and he tells me that the package has been resent to the sender!!! He tells me that UPS can't do anything about it because it's already in transit. FUCKING ASSHOLES THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO DELIVER IT TO ME AND THEY DIDN'T SO NOW I HAVE TO BEAR WITH THEIR IDIOCY. GAAAH!!!

FUCK UPS!

They also tell me that there is no record of me calling them on Thursday! FUCK THEM I can show them my bill and see that I called them twice that day! FUCKING ASSHOLES!

Never use UPS, I tell you. Use FedEx instead. I got Cla's order from Roxy just now, it was a breeze.

FUCK UPS!!!!

On a happier more worth the effort note, I finished my 7page paper, though it was only 5pages haha but anyway it's not about the length, it's the substance.

GAH I CAN'T GET OVER UPS. I will definitely file a complaint fucking wisecracks! |

I just realized that I've never been tagged by anyone since I don't know when. Hahahaha. I guess that's cause I never actually do it! Haha I suck :D Anyway, I'm doing one now. Thanks Jevie for tagging me! :D Here goes:

Here are the rules:
Remove one (1) question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of this post.


THE 20
1. At what age do/did you wish to marry? DAMN first question and it's a hard one already. I want lots of kids but at the same time I want to establish myself first and have all my dreams come true. So, if I marry at 28, I don't think lots of kids will be possible. So.. Don't know yet but hopefully near my 30s na. Sex can wait! :p

2. What color do you like most? Don't have a definite one. I get attracted to tree green things or bright yellow stuff but don't really like them colors that much. I think I like red.

3. Have you ever shoplifted? Yes when I was about 6y/o, I fancied the price tag in some huge ass shoe shop in the US so I put it in my pocket. When we walked out of the store, KUMUSTA NAMAN, the freakin' alarm went off! KAKAHIYA. They had to search us and all, only to find that I "SHOPLIFTED" A PRICE TAG and that's why the alarm went off. What a smooth criminal I was, hahahaha.

4. What is your greatest fear? Don't know.. None? Haha. I mean, I can't consider cockraches as my greatest fear that's just baduy. HAHA.

5. Which part of you that you hate the most? All my fats URG

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do? You mean when I experience sadness? Yeah I eat, too.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most? Okaaay fine let's get cheesy -- my loved ones na rin. Haha.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? HAHA I've planned it already. I'm gonna text Joey fist, then call my dad then my mom. I know my mom will go berserk so I'll tell her personally and be ready to call 911 just in case she hyperventilates. As for the money, I'll spend some, invest most of it, donate some some, pay off all my parents and my credit card bills, too.

9. Which part of you that you love the most? None. Yeahhhh I'm ugly like that hahaha.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you: Hmm, I don't know Jevie that much but I can say that she's really friendly, really smart, and talented :)

11. How do you cope with boredom? Blog, bloghop. If no computer, I play Sims 2 or BubbleBoom in my phone.

12. What would you choose, money or love? Love. Didn't I just win $1 million?

13. Which type of person do you hate the most? Jake-type supot HAHA yeah I hate Jake. Je déteste Jake. Ich hasse Jake. Odio Jake. ジェイク嫌いです。Tangina ka Jake. 제이크 정말 싫어합니다. Я ненавижу Джейк. Ik heb een hekel aan Jake. 我恨杰克。I just said 'I hate Jake' in 10 languages.

14. What is your ambition? Lots! Too many to mention. Hahaha. MTM HAHA.

15. If you had one wish, what would you wish for? Wish I could have unlimited wishes hehe. One of them would be.. I wish all people could care about the earth! Help prevent Global Warming! Myanmar just had a cyclone, DO THEY HAVE CYCLONES IN MYANMAR? Polar bears are DROWNING! Mother earth needs help!

16. How did you celebrate new year? Drank grape juice, watched fireworks on TV and blew torotot like there was no tomorrow.

17. What book do you like the most? The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein :D

18. If your life is a song, what title best fit it? Across the Universe. Haha kidding, I have no idea.

19. What have you last learned? I learned that they eat rotten Shark in Iceland (Thank you Andrew Zimmerman's show!)

20. What are you craving for right now? Maltesers, still. And SHAWARMA. Gaaah shawarma breath♥ hahahaha.

I tag: Cla Cha Kikibird Vianx Dantes Esthelle Ruby Lorenzana and Viaaa

OKAY!!! I REALLY NEED TO START ON MY PAPER! I have 3hours to make a 7page paper! GAHHH!!! :D |


I will buy Gwen Stefani's LAMB. I found a cheap one at Marshall's! A big bottle for a small bottle's price. Can't get any better than that! :) And my mom likes it, too so maybe we could split haha but I'll use it :D Bwaha.

Sooo.. erm yeah. I will buy it soon before Marshall's runs out yay haha :)

I've been shopping for useless stuff lately!! >:(



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Look at this:


SICKKKK. Who is this girl.

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Still haven't started on my paper. Still haven't studied. GAH. Can't focus! Too excited about going home! Too excited about the Wii! Too excited about going to CWC! GAH.

Gotta focus.. But I'm getting sleepy :(

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Why is Gwen's stuff so expensive? I can't afford Harajuku Lovers though I love love love the freakin overpriced line huhu. I want THIS WATCH. |

90s baby ka ba?

* Masaya ka kapag naglalaro ka ng Tex at Pog. Kadalasan ang design dito ay yung mga palabas sa TV, mga drama o kaya anime, may dialogue pa.
- Mej. Pero yung tex ko eh mga anime -- Sailormoon, Zenki, Dragon Ball Z, Mortal Kombat. Tsaka yung mga Pog ko naman yung character sa Coke na parang caveman.

* May comics pa ang bazooka. Kahit di mo maintindihan yung Fortune Cookie sa huli ay collection mo pa rin yun.
- Korak kahit medyo di ko naintindihan sabi mo.

* Uso pa yung tirador, yung gawa talaga sa sanga ng puno.
- Dein.

* Ang mga babae naglalaro ng paper dolls na tigpipiso bawat isang set sa sari-sari store.
- Haha oo pero di ako nahilig sa paper dolls.

* Kung lalake ka, siguradong may pellet gun ka.
- May pellet gun ako.

* Humihingi ka ng dalawang piso sa magulang mo para maglaro ng video arcade sa sari-sari store. Favorite mo yung Sonic, Mario at Street Fighter at Tetris.
- Dein.

* Nagwa-watusi ka kapag New Year kahit pinapagalitan ka ng nanay mo.
- Gusto ko! Pero di ako marunong.

* Meron kang sapatos na umiilaw yung swelas kapag iniaapak mo. Mas sikat kung iba-iba yung kulay.
- HAHA mej! Yung akin cool eh may flowers sa gilid tapos yun yung umiilaw! :D haha

* Merong at least isang Chicago Bulls na shirt sa bahay nyo. Madalas number 23 pa yung nakalagay.
- Walang basketball fan samin eh.

* Pinapatulog ka ng yaya/nanay mo tuwing tanghali o hapon para raw lumaki. Hindi na kasi pinapatulog ang mga bata ngayon tuwing tanghali di tulad nung panahon natin.
- Haha oo!! Kaya nagkukunwaring tulog na para makatakas, pero maya maya eh totoo na talagang tulog na ahha.

* Sinasabihan ka ng matatanda na may lalabas na pari o bigas sa sugat mo kapag hindi nilagyan ng alcohol pero in the end, betadine lang ang magpapatahimik sa inyo.
- Pwede na rin.

* Kung babae ka, nagkaroon ka ng butterfly hairclips/rings. ( si Jolina ang nagpauso nito.)
- OH YES!! HAHAHAHA!!! Jolog!

* Kung medyo may pera ang pamilya nyo, nagpabili ka ng Polly Pocket.
- Dein. Nakikilaro lang ako sa pinsan ko. Inggit nga ako eh! Kasi pasalubong namin yun sa kanila tapos ako wala haha.

* Naglalagay ka ng Kisses (yung mabango) sa pencil case mo, o kaya sa isang lalagyan na may bulak, alcohol at tinutusok ng karayom para mabilis manganak.
- HAHAHAHA!!! TAE OO!! Hahahahaha matagal bago ko narealize na hindi talaga sila nanganganak.

* May free stickers ng Disney movies sa loob ng Maggi noodles.
- Wala ko collection :( Lucky Me kami eh. Minsan lang Maggi.

* Pinapatunog mo yung takip ng Gatorade.
- Dein.

* Ang mga stationeries na uso: Papemelroti, Tsukuba, Sashikibuta. Pwedeng ibenta, pwedeng trade lang.
- Oo pumupunta pa ako sa isang boutique para lang bumili ng mga 'to :D

* Pampalipas oras mo dati ang paglalaro ng Brick Game, at swerte yung mga may advanced version na may tumatagos na blocks para mapuno na yung gap sa loob. Mas advanced ka kung Tamagotchi ang nilalaro mo. Pinapakain mo, pinapatulog mo, at inililibing mo kung namatay na. At kung talagang kaya nyong bumili, Game Boy ang sayo. Pero kung wala ka talaga, yung laruan na lang na may tubig sa loob tapos dapat ma-shoot mo yung mga bilog sa stick na maliit.
- (Ang conscious naman sa pera ng survey na ito) Pinsan ko brick game inggit nanaman ako! Hahaha. Game Boy at yung may tubig sa loob yun lang meron ako. Wala ako Tamagotchi, ayaw ako bilhan ng Tatay ko huhu.

* Bago magsimula ang klase, nakikilaro ka muna sa 10-20, jackstone, langit lupa, ice water, taguan, dr. quack quack, tumbang preso, pepsi seven up at agawan base. Di bale nang madumi na ang uniform mo pagpasok ng classroom.
- Lagi ako late eh, so walang oras haha

* Sinasabi mo sa kaklase mo na "Liars go to hell" kapag tingin mo nagsisinungaling sya. "Cross my heart, hope to die" kapag nangangako ka. "Period no erase" kapag gusto mo walang kumontra sayo. Kaya lang wala kang lusot kapag sinabi ng kaklase mo na "Akin yung factory ng pambura".
-HAHAHAHA relate! :D

* Sikat ka pag ang pencil case mo nabubuksan sa dalawang side tapos maraming attachments like magnifying lens, book stand, compartments na maliliit tapos push button pa. Minsan sa ibabaw ng pencil case meron pang maze, may maliit na silver na bola tapos itatagilid mo yung pencil case para gumulong yun, hanggang sa matapos yung maze.
- Mga pinsan ko nanaman meron nito, ako wala! :( Yung kanila Hello Kitty pa haha inggit nanaman ako! Kaya ata ako naging bully eh, parang deprived ako! hahahaha.

* Di ka baduy kung ang notebook mo nung elementary ay may mukha ng artista.
- HAHA nung high school na kami gumanito. Trip! :D

* Sa coolman mo inilalagay ang tubig na baon mo sa school.
- coolman? diba coleman? =)) -Onga Coleman eh. Haha. Oo ata :D

* Nagpabili ka ng Baby-G sa magulang mo.
- Hindi. Teka parang oo pala, haha.

* Elementary ka nung nauso ang pager. Yun pa ang pinapangarap ng mga bata, hindi pa cell phone.
- Di ako nahilig sa pager.

* Meron ka pa rin ng pinakamalaking cell phone na nakatago na ngayon sa mga kahon.
- 3210 di na malaki eh.

* Wala pang PS/PS2, XBox, Wii, atbp. noon. Family Computer pa lang, yung cartridge yung bala. Usong laro ang Mario Bros., Battle City at Rambo.
- Di ako nagkaron :(

* Meron ka ng isa sa mga ito: Family Computer, Nintendo, Sega, roller blades, brick game, Tamagochi, Swatch Watch w/ matching guard, Troll collection.
- Nintendo, roller blades, Swatch, at isang troll na maliit hehe.

* Alam mo ang mga linyang ito sa mga kanta: "Natatawa ako, hi hi hi hi", "Anong paki mo sa long hair ko", "Dahil sa bawal na gamot", "Mga kababayan ko, bilib ako sa kulay ko".
- Reprezent! :D

* Isa dito ay theme song mo: "I Swear" by All 4 One, "What's Up" by 4 Non Blondes (And I say, Hey ey ey ey ey ey. I said hey, What's goin on!), "Zombie" by Cranberries.
- Walaaa.. Dein.

* Sumasayaw ka ng Macarena.
- HAHAHA sumayaw hindi na ngayon! :D

* Alam mo ang kanta ng Spice Girls at may favorite ka sa kanila. Kung fan ka talaga, may poster ka pa at casette tape ka pa nila.
- Fan talaga ako, may CD ako.

* Malamang ay naging fanatic ka ng isa sa mga sumikat na boy bands.
- Walaaaa dein :(

* Ang tinutugtog lagi sa radyo ay mga kanta ng mga banda gaya ng Eraserheads, Parokya ni Edgar nung nagpapalda pa lang sila, Alamid, Rivermaya, True Faith, The Youth, Afterimage at kung anu-ano pang pinoy bands.
- Siguro. Di ako ruma-radyo.

* Tape pa ang uso, di CD or MP3 players. Pag gusto mo yung kanta kailangan tantyahin mo kung ilang seconds i-rewind yun para mabilis paulit-ulitin.
- CD ako SOSYAL hahahaha.

* Kinakanta nyo dati sa school yung "Heal the World", "Tell the World of His Love", "Jubilee Song", etc.
- Oh yes interpretative.

* Nanonood ka dati ng Power Rangers, Captain Planet o Ninja Turtles. Nagkukunyari pa kayo ng mga kaibigan mo na kayo yun at nagkakasipaan kayo.
- OO haha nagaaway pa kung sino ang Pink Ranger hahahaha. Ako yung Water sa Captain Planet. Ninja Turtles di ako nahilig. Sailormoon oo! Ako yung hot na itim ang buhok ata.

* Di ka papagalitan ng magulang kahit magbabad ka sa TV, basta ang pinapanood mo ay Hiraya Manawari, Bayani at Sine Skwela, kung saan nakilala mo sila Teacher Waki, Ugat Puno, Palikpik, at ang buong barkada nila lalo na kapag nakasakay sila sa space ship o sa jeep na lumilipad.
- Batibot! 5 and Up! Pero hanggang ngayon LSS pa rin ako sa Hiraya manawari mga pangarap natin ating abutin

* Sinubaybayan mo ang Ghost Fighter at ang Dragon Ball. Naging favorite mo si Eugene at si Goku.
- Dragon Ball, oo.

* Niloloko mo yung theme song ng Voltes V kasi di mo maintindihan yung theme song: "Tato ni Ara Mina malaking cobra...", "Boltes Payb lima sila, pumunta sa kubeta...", "...Kontra Bulate!"
- Tato ni Ara Mina di totoo - yun lang.

* Napanood mo din yung ibang anime tulad ng Shaider, Sailormoon, Daimos at Maskman. Saulo mo pa nga yung kanta dun: "Oh maskuman kayo ang pag-asa.. Iligtas kami sa marahas na kadiliman... Kami inyong ipaglaban! Sugod, sugod laban maskuman, ipaglaban nyo ang katarungan.. Sige, sige laban maskuman.."
- Sailormoon lang.

* Sinubaybayan mo ang Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa, Julio at Julia, at Cedi. Pinanood mo pa nga yung movie version ng Sarah ang Munting Prinsesa with Camille Prats.
- Haha nagiging topic pa rin namin ito sa usapan ngayon.

* Alam mo din yung "Ang Pulubi at ang Prinsesa" with Camille Prats and Angelica Panganiban.
- "Alam mo Nika, kung ganiyan kaaaa, hindi ka magiging masayaaaa." HAHA RACHEEE!! :D

* Gusto mong sumali sa ANG TV. Pero alam mong hindi na pwede. kaya kuntento ka na lang sa panonood nito tuwing 4:30 ng hapon.
- Di masyado..

* Batibot ang usong palabas. Akala mo nga mag-dyowa o mag-asawa sina Kuya Bodjie at Ate Sheena.
- Haha hindi eh.

* Alam mo yung tono ng pinausong kanta ng show na "ATBP.": Isa.. dalawa-tatlo.. apat-lima.. anim-pito-walo.. syam-sampu... labingisa-labingdalawa... labingtatlo... labingapat-labinglima...
- Yes yes.

* Napanood mo ang Batang X.
- Oo pero nung matanda na ako. Alam ko yung kanta. Batang X batang batang batang X. Yung part lang na yun haha.

* Sabay kayo nanonood ng yaya mo ng Marimar.
- Sabay kami nila Mama! Tsaka Chabelita, Rosalinda, Monica Brava.

* Nanonood ka ng kahit alin dito: "Okay Ka Fairy Ko", "Oki Doki Doc", "Abangan ang Susunod na Kabanata", "Palibhasa Lalake", "Ober da Bakod", at "Home Along Da Riles".
- Lahat na!

* Galit ka kay Clara kasi sobra naman talaga sya mang-api kay Mara.
- Dein. K lang. hashahaha.

* Pinanood mo din yung "Villa Quintana", "Esperanza", "Anakarenina" atbp.
- Anakarenina lang.

* Mga love teams na nagpakilig sayo: Juday and Wowie. Jolina and Marvin.
- RICO AND CLAUDINE FOREVER!!!!!!! ♥ RICO I LAB U.

* Alam mo yung commercial ng Tender Juicy hotdog na ganito: "Dear diary, Carlo sat beside me today. He's so cute! Sabi niya I'm pretty kaya lang I'm fat."
- Alam ko 'to di ko lang matandaan lyrics. For sure Patrick Garcia ito.

* Kinakanta mo yung "Thank God it's Sabado, pati na rin Linggo..." at "Isa pa, isa pa, isa pang Chicken Joy".
- Oo haha.

* Nasa channel 2 pa ang Eat Bulaga at ang Mel and Jay.
- Ngek blooper.

* Nakikita mo sa balita na may mga kultong nagtatago na sa kweba, kasi magugunaw na ang mundo sa year 2000, at yung mga computer daw bigla na lang mag-shu-shut down at mawawala na daw ang technology.
- Di ko alam. Alam ko yung I love you virus.

* Chinese variety shows ang palabas tuwing umaga ng linggo.
- Di ko din alam. Tulog pa siguro ako haha.

* Matapang ka kung napanood mo lahat ng Shake, Rattle and Roll movies.
- Di ako nanood nun.

* Narinig mong i-announce sa radyo yung death ni Princess Diana. Biglang nauso yung kanta ni Elton John na "Goodbye, England's Rose."
- Oo galing kami sa bday party ng pinsan ko :(

* Nasa VHS yung mga movies na pinapanood ninyo sa bahay.
- Oo naman.

* Kung babae ka, naging crush mo si Leonardo di Caprio dahil sa Titanic. Kaya nga lang, bawal ka pa tumingin sa kissing scenes nina Jack at Rose. Haha.
- HAHA fan lang ehhh :D Hahaha. |

I'm bidding for a Wii 2-player bundle. Wish me lots of luck!!! DAMN I AM SUPER TENSED! Haha. Bidding ends in 7minutes gaaah I might go crazy! Hahaha.

For tomorrow, I have 2papers due and I have also finals/long test not really sure what it is. The paper, one is half done but the other one, a 7-page paper, I haven't started yet! @_@ WISH ME LUCK.

GAAAHHH :(

Talo ako sa Wii!! :( |

FUCK.

I am SUPER DUPER forgetful! :( I was supposed to bid on an 80gb brand new Zune with free shipping but completely forgot about it when I came home!! :( :( :( It was only $218!! SAYANG TALAGAAA!! :( Now I'm bidding for the same thing for $220 + $10 shipping BOOOO :( SAYANG! Original price is $250. Halos pareho na rin huhu SAYANG FOREVER KAINIS! :(

GRRRRRGRGGG..

No use crying over spilled milk. GOT TO MOVE ON. But it sucks talaga huhu. |


Was I a happy kid :D :D :D I went crazy for them! I tried saving some for home haha I wanted to plant them weeds hahahaha but when I was about to pick out some new ones before we went home, the wind has fuckin blown them all away :( I just found one that was already half dead :( Aww.. But anyway I was EXTREMELY HAPPY! :D It's been a dreaaam, yo! I see those kids blowing dandelions on TV and in books and I've been wanting to see one ever since I can remember.

Once, in grade school (methinks 4th grade but I can be wrong), I saw weeds/flowers that look exactly like dandelions! I was with a friend or a classmate whatever and I ran to the patch of 'dandelions' screaming "DANDELIOOOONSSSS!!!" with so much glee and my friend ran with me and I grabbed one and I huffed and puffed and huuuuuffffed and puuuufffed on it like a big bad wolf but my heart broke because it couldn't be blown awayyyyy :( Ever since then whenever I would see those dandelion look-alike I would still try to blow on them and secretly hope the 'seeds' would float away into the air and shit.

So, that's why when I saw those freakin' balls of air glowing and looking at me gaaah i went crazyyyy hahahaa! I ran and got one and blew it instantly and WAAAH wowww happppyyyy :) :) :) On our way back from the beach, I picked a few more I had a bouquet of dandelions hehe not too many just around 8 dandelions. Gless and Philip and Jessica gave me some dandelions to blow, too :D

It was weird to the people I was with that I've never seen a dandelion, haha. Makes you realize how much things you take for granted just because you see them everyday. Like cherry blossoms planted all over our campus here. Oh my, they're lovely! They're all white when they blossom but turn pink after like a week I think. Every time I pass by the library, I would walk slowly just to smell the cherry blossoms haha. Sharing :D

Well anyway..

I LOVE DANDELIONS. They look like fireworks to me! HAHAHA :D

While I was looking for pictures to post here, I saw these interesting and beautiful pictures on flickr:




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I think I'm afraid of sharing because I am from a different culture, and I have different values and perceptions. Even when I was in the Philippines, I still consider my views in life very idealistic and different from others but at least my friends there understand where I am coming from because even though not everyone is as WWJD/AMDG-obsessive* as I am (hahahaha laugh all you want), or as activist mode as I am, they are still instilled with the basic principles I believe in (i.e. giving, valuing and respecting parents, justice and equality, believing in the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit (or a higher being), etc.). Whereas the culture here, as I have observed from the people I deal with everyday, is more centered on valuing the self, and taking actions on what is good for the self. There's nothing wrong with that, in fact I believe that, too, but I don't choose to live that way. What I'm saying is, if I share I may be misinterpreted and be judged (judging others is very easy and almost automatic to everyone) as someone I am not, or be told silly. What I'm saying is, I'm afraid they may not be as open as I am to understanding another culture. But I was thankfully proven wrong by two (three if I count Sherry) people in the retreat yay! :)


I suddenly missed having conversations. I have forgotten what a conversation junkie I am. I'm usually, you know, in anti-social mode here because I get intimidated or sometimes I just don't feel like mingling with people -- yes, I'm arrogant like that. But getting my mind stimulated with the different perspectives of people, I'm crazy about that. Reminds me of the endless nights in the Ateneo soccer field with Pao C. or with Joey (+some booze haha) and just talking about the past the present the future the trees the world the family the big bang theory robots flashlights religion music cookies sticky rice socks pigs lalalalaa alalalala everything under the sun under the stars. It's not as easy to have beautiful conversations here because I never get to hang out with people I know because: 1) there's no soccer field (not that it matters), 2) no drinks allowed to minors (GRAAA), 3) no time for people to really have conversations, 4) no time for people to 'hang out', 5) no 'alone-time' with people, always in groups and I'm never comfortable in such big groups, 6) no staying out late because I have parents breathing on my neck, and simply just 7) no time (everyone has work, yo). I guess that's why I got comfortable with the idea that I don't need friends. Anyway, I digress.

I know I'm not as expressive as the people I've met here, and I know I seldom speak to appreciate or to give thanks because I'm a coward and I am shy haha what a loser. But I really want to thank Gless and Philip for listening to my woes and my aches haha. Sherry, too. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart :) :) :) You don't know how badly I needed that talk, haha. Things have been bothering me since since the retreat started but I didn't know I could talk to, or if really wanted to talk to anyone. Gless, you asked at the right time (even though I didn't really really want to share! HAHA! But I know I needed to :D). Also, I would like you guys to know that I am open to whatever you want to tell me -- I like to listen but I don't want to pry, and I don't really know how to start small conversations (you may have noticed haha) and I can never hold 'small talk' GASP haha but I try to! :D Sooo, if you want to talk to anyone anytime even in the middle of the night (I'm usually up until 4am), drop me a line so we can talk! :)

I look forward to having friends here, to getting to know Gless and Philip and Sherry and other people. FINALLY, I'm 'moving on'! Progress, yaay! :)

EDIT Oh I forgot to mention that I think it has also been about a year since someone hugged me, and I hugged someone. Imagine how much of a loner I am hahahaha! Isn't that strange? :D /EDIT

**WWJD - What Would Jesus Do? and AMDG - Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam (All For the Glory of God). I have very a very strong faith though I always falter.
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